top of page

All Posts
The Art of Disappearing
As the needle went into my arm, I attempted to relax, knowing the ketamine would be uncomfortable as it entered my body. I groaned, the thick substance pushing into my muscle on an exhale. The nurse left the room, leaving me with my therapist as I sank into a recliner that reminded me of my dad. My therapist encouraged me to get comfortable as she played gentle music and started her guided meditation. Then I closed my eyes, and the ketamine kicked in. Hand in hand, I walked w
Jourden S
Feb 183 min read
Â
Â
Â
Learning to be sober and alone
Entertaining myself has always been a challenge. When I left my ex-husband, I moved into my first real home that belonged only to me....
Jourden S
Aug 22, 20258 min read
Â
Â
Â
A smile is an easy thing to fake
When I was 24, I worked at Half Price Books as a bookseller. I was a young, fresh grad from the University of Texas with dreams of...
Jourden S
Jul 28, 20253 min read
Â
Â
Â
Writing to remember who I am
When I was 12, my Texas-born family moved me to a two-story house at the top of a valley in Orange County. Yorba Linda was green,...
Jourden S
Jul 9, 20254 min read
Â
Â
Â
bottom of page
